Sunday, September 5, 2010


Dear BaeFamily,
I know it has not been two weeks since I last posted here on my Baeblog, but I have missed my sisters so much in the last few days that it has made me realize I have come to a point where I feel that communicating with my various internet Families will do more toward helping me recover from my grief than simply trying to deal with it alone, at this point. There may be some who do not understand this. That is fine. There are others who will see what I mean. That is fine, too. None of that changes the way I feel about my dear BaeFamily and Our Charming Prince. (Please believe me when I say I still cry every time I think about my friend, Zac. And I still can see his smiling face so vividly whenever I think of him, but he was always a very happy person with a positive outlook on life, and I believe he would not want me to shut myself off from friends and family in prolonged grieving for his sake. He tried to love everyone  and wanted all his friends to be happy. That is part of what I loved about the boy. That, and his loving respect for others. Sounds a lot like our Yong Joon-ssi, doesn't it?) Take care, dears. Love to all Family, everywhere. Anna
(RIP, Zac, and thank you for your unwavering friendship, son.)